Mum asked me to sleep with dad tonight. Deep inside me i really detest, cos the weather is too hot for me to sleep without air con and mild fan which is like just a very small wind as dad cant take huge wind. Feel bad..but being a light sleeper.. really light i mean.. i know i cant sleep.. i rather wake up in the middle of the night to give him morphine and painkillers. will be waking up at 2 plus later.

After working at IE singapore i had a few weeks of break which gave me very good rest.. staying at home with my parents and helping out etc. I kinda felt excited for school to start. Perhaps dad's sudden worsening condition is 'eroding' some of my enthusiasm for school to start. Cos the responsibity will fall on mum when all of us are not at home, and she definitely cant take it.

Baby: u r my pillar.:)

Lysias
SMU

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