-Sunday, January 31, 2010-10:37 PM Y
Finally back last night. But my heart aches when i see him suffer, getting weaker since he return after 3 weeks. It seems like my relatives know more than us.. it always hurts to knoe the truth..but i rather know it than not to know it..so as to be emotionally and mentaly prepared when the time comes. used to be very positive when handling this..perhaps bluffing myself..and now being practically..trying to face it with stride. Finally understood why ah ma cried the other time cos i experienced it today. Extremely teary..just at the thought of anything, including when im reading my econs notes. Need to change the way i see things, find back that steady me. Grades are not important anymore..i really don care already..why bother so much when i know i have even more important stuff to bother？
Dear heart, please bestronger and don ache when u see him ok.
I m steady:)
-Wednesday, January 27, 2010-7:34 PM Y
HDB's letter!!!
Queue no : 146
Hope to be able to pick a good unit next month!out of 403 units..
Punggol sails or ripples???? :)
-Sunday, January 24, 2010-10:28 PM Y
Good for me..i haven been really into work this weekend. Nothing but love and fun.;) saw how beautiful the RWS at sentosa was.. Anyway.. im counting down to my birthday hahhaha! Only then u will bring me to universal studio!
and today was first time gathering with the yao side..makes me feel that im well-accepted into the family.dad's side.. ;)
Every moment spent with u make me feel that u r just the only one, the only soul mate i always want to find in life. Nothing else matter already..even if i know the world is to fall on me..i know at the end, i have u to rely on. ;)
That aside, dad is coming home soon!! this sat! Counting down everyday..every moment..unconciously. It's just 3 weeks.. and i cant get used to being so slack.. like in the morning must spend half hour do his chinese medicine.. sweep the lawn..at night heat the water bag.. massage..chat..etc. Although sometimes we might be very busy..we love doing these stuff. ;) Hope to see him stronger day by day. ;)
-Tuesday, January 19, 2010-9:44 AM Y
Reverie concert by SMU Ivory Keys last nite at the esplanade was superb!
-Saturday, January 16, 2010-11:26 PM Y
It's 1688 + 17 mths = 16110.
Happy 17th monthsary!
i love u more and more each day!
Had a nice celebration today.
Good movie and food at outbacks.
-Wednesday, January 13, 2010-10:44 PM Y
It's the second week of school! Hopefully this term my workload will be lighter since im doing only 4 modules instead of 5. will learn to take things in my stride, while i'll mug and mug in my own world. It's a brand new start for me.;)
I need to work towards my dream. But honestly is more to family rather than career.
Bird had been to Guangzhou since sat. Almost one week already. Hope he will enjoy himself though.
17th month is coming soon~ It's been a long long journey and more to come! The best present will of course be the flat. Punggol sales or ripples???
-Tuesday, January 5, 2010-4:28 PM Y
Suddenly feel like using the word i have never used before. ****. results damns disappointed. should i plead him not to go???