-Sunday, March 30, 2008-6:19 PM Y
Dad's birthday today. i'm now chionging my slides for tmr's bgs revision presentation.. never been so last minute for presentations before. going to have dinner with family so the script tonight then write. byee
-Wednesday, March 26, 2008-12:28 AM Y
Said one oyster to a neighboring oyster, “I have a very great pain within me. It is heavy and round and I am in distress.”
And the other oyster replied with haughty complacence, “Praise be to the heavens and to the sea, I have no pain within me. I am well and whole both within and without.”
At that moment a crab was passing by and heard the two oysters, and he said to the one who was well and whole both within and without, “Yes you are well and whole; but the pain that you neighbor bears is a pearl of exceeding beauty.”
- Kahlil Gibran
The true worth of a man is not to be found in man himself, but in the colours and textures that come alive in others.
Albert Schweitzer
-Tuesday, March 25, 2008-12:03 AM Y
Easter tridumn is over, but easter season is not over. Im very relaxed now.. can start studying for exams at my own target. 2 weeks left and it will be study leave. then exams. then year 1 over le. Time really flies. But lazy me keep slacking and sleeping. haha! woke up at 11 today.
Now my family has only a wish. Let's just continue praying, cos god will make a way, when it seems to be no way! This fri..
I will never forsake u.
-Friday, March 21, 2008-11:36 PM Y
Today is Good Friday. The 3 of us attended the 8am service at st anne. while my parents go for the later one at nativity. now eating hong kong noodle. my dad bought it.did some fasting today. I ate a egg muffin from mc donald, and dao hui from mr bean. then tea time my aunt bought us goreng pisang.. then i ate... although actually cannot one. i also ate an apple and banana in the evening..
Easter vigil tmr. I need to pray really hard whatever it is. got comms make-up class at 12pm. after that got bgs meeting to chiong the report. then evening go church. mon i'll be like super slack. spent 4 hours on my as individual assignment. finally finish it today
--12:12 AM Y
I feel such a sinner today. was slacking for the whole morning. I woke up at ten today.. then dunno do what... until around 3pm then start doing my report. so in the evening had to attend maundy thurs mass.. which was super super crowded. combined choirs somemore.. so quite nervous. then when i came home continue to do report.. managed to finish my part. organised a meeting on saturday to condense everything into 2000 words... which i think is impossible. let's see..
yesterday finished my second last presentation of the term. This week had 2. bgs and as. After fides meeting, met up with my cousin, vincent and he drove us to jalan kayu for prata. super long never meet up.
my parents was discussing which mass to attend tmr. But looks like we r all going on our separate ways again. I m going to be damn determined to wake up early for the 8 am one. after that can go sch lib finish my as individual assignment. haix.. comms class tmr postpone to sat. so i think i ll have a break on sun.. hopefully if we can successfully 'compress' the report. My parents.. think they going for the chinese one at nativity..
-Sunday, March 16, 2008-8:50 PM Y
im so super shagged. just reached home from morning church, proj meeting then mrs chu's house at woodlands. Her baby was so small! around i month old. I'm now busying preparing all the stuff for tmr's presentation. It's going to be super fluffy.. but scared that content not enough. we only had the first and final rehearsal, quite risky and everything was so last minute. Im acting as a pap govt in the first part and a standard chartered bank manager. needa draw my lightning logo.aha!
-Friday, March 14, 2008-10:45 PM Y
I got to play the guzheng today. so long never touch the guzheng. learned this new song today: dui mian de nu hai kan guo lai. kinda boring though. the song was super repetitive, so i ended up in my own world, playing whatever songs i have which i learned during my jc times.
Around 11plus went school for comms class. super slack. haha was looking at others' speech. and i received my grade for my speech last week. prof gave me A-!!!! can't believe it sia.. he gave a one-page comments. =) anyway, the thought of the impropmtu speech is even scarier. but got 24hours to prepare. mine is on the last week of term. 3 more weeks to go. surprisingly this speech actually pull up my grade for comms. my written assignment really sucked. one out of 3 got a b-. This sem i really cannot afford to get b- for any of my mods. so pls....
Today is the first time i meet the piano ensemble teacher: ms soon. i like her very much. she 's a vvery very nice person! her lesson was so relaxing and she will crack jokes to make people laugh.
Recently i got very obsessed with those kind of queit and soothing songs. have this kelvin kern book... the songs are very nice. so it sort of motivate me to be on the piano.
wa really can't wait for easter tridumm to arrives. maundy thursday, which unfortunately need to play, good fri, easter vigil and easter sunday! and by wed, i ll clear 2 presentations and that s spell the end of projects for the term. cool. then slack.
-Thursday, March 13, 2008-10:40 PM Y
I so hate this rainy weather! every day must take out umbrella.. worst still if i dont have class and i m at home, i feel like sleeping. Today whole day stayed at home cos no class..did bgs project report and AS script. and i think my bgs presentation is going to be chui, cos all of us seem to procrastinate. meeting last minute on sat to confirm the details. script haven do yet. !!!
yesterday was nice. i skipped fides meeting.. then where i go? shopping! far east plaza. god knows how long i haven been there... i meet mum and twin. they were there earlier. i joined them after class around 7pm. then i bought many things. haha!
I m looking forward to sunday! have a birthday party-cum-baby shower-party at my jc 1 chem tutor's house. lol. she stay at woodlands. damn far away... last month she gave birth to her prince. and she's celebrating her gal's 3rd birthday which falls on next week. quite good ya.. 2 at the same time.
and tmr before i go for comms class. gg to srjc for guzheng at 9am. learning some pieces for the concert in may. hope i ll learn fast..
-Sunday, March 9, 2008-11:05 PM Y
As usual, woke up at 7am for church.. after mass choir prac, but we left early around 11.20am cos i 'm the tour guide. bringing my sis and 2 of our juniors to the smu openhouse at admin block. then i went library to do my own stuff. did my bgs proj report and the slides for AS presentation. so stressed me. today then i got my as textbook. i thought i can skip buying to save $$. haix... but in the end still must spend the money. becos of the assignment!!! a 3-pg critical analysis of one article. deadline of draft 1 is wed. i haven start yet. as in i haven read the textbook yet. so cannot start. =(
ok... went ps for dinner meet parents. then ate hor fun at kopitiam. so nice. i wonder how long didnt eat this kind of 'wet' noodle. i finished my bowl. my mum and my sis cant even finish. haha!
Tight schedule. next mon bgs presentation. this prof expects alot on creativity and my group has yet to come up with ideas on our presentation. hope everything will be finalise tmr!!
-Saturday, March 8, 2008-11:36 PM Y
I m here to boast about my twin! who had AAB and c5! cool. and she was called up stage as a top repeat student and a model student.
kk talk about myself first. Had comms class yesterday. the SPEECH. i m done with my 8 min speech! i was the very last speaker for the day no 10. and i really waited till i was so anxious. from 12 wait till 2pm. so 2pm finally my turn to speak. During break, prof was so nice! he came and encouraged me and my other classmates. i m just grateful towards so many of my classmates who really gave their support and encouragement to me. especially pei qi and melvin- the 3 of us booked the seminar room on thur nite from 7 to 10pm and we video shot ourselves. they trained me on my eye contact such that yest prof told me how different was my speech compared to wed's rehearsal. thanks peeps!
Anxiety not only for me. the release of A level results. after the speech timing was just nice so i decided to pop by sr and give twin a surprise. hehe i haven even step into the sch was at the sch gate when our PE teacher told me her grades. as usual went to 'disturb' those tutors. haha! after talking for more than 2 hours non-stop with many of our beloved srjc teachers, i felt that my jaw was simply going to drop. I have nothing to say about arjc teachers. they are just fabulous!
ok after the hanging around in sr till 5.30pm, poor me stil have parent-teacher meeting at sec sch. regarding my mei mei who is getting her report book. mum cant go again so i had to go. but quite jialat.. cos it s not my bio teacher mrs tan. mine was under her english teacher which i dun really like talking to la.. but just 'fu yan'. hahaha!
tiring from the talking arh. my mouth had been just talking and talking non-stop since morning when i was rehearsing my speech till talking to sr and HI teachers. whatever...
Thank u lord for guiding me and blessing me through the speech, and giving my twin so good results. jealous me cos that s my dream grades before i was late for one paper. anyway skipped stations of cross cos of lynette's meeting the parent session. well but i ll make the effort to go next friday.
-Thursday, March 6, 2008-12:28 AM Y
I finished my 2 midterms, bgs and micro econs on mon and yest respectively. I had my speech rehearsal today, with the teaching assistant and i was one of the first four where prof sits in to listen.. alrite, my rehearsal wasnt good had 2 times mental block then pause a while to recall. It s so difficult to look into so many people's eyes while walking while speaking(memorising)!haix!!! ok prof says that i have a very good script=) guess is all my statistics hee.. but i really needa be more confident, so that i can remember everything. EYE CONTACT.
Dear lord, please bless me through the 8 minutes on fri! I and 2 classmates booked the seminar room from 7-10pm to rehearse tmr. Hope everything will be fine by fri. and i still need to revamp my script abit. cos i miss out on the 'action' component. this is an actuate speech so i have to ask the audience to take certain kind of action. kk no class tmr so i 'll focus everything on the speech.
AS is coming in my way. individual assignment is finally out, a 3 page critical analysis of anyone one article out of the 8 given. had AS project meeting today too. AS... thankfully that last sem i took academic writing that teaches me thesis and stuff.. so individual assignment somehow not so tough in terms of paper writing.
-Saturday, March 1, 2008-11:17 PM Y
Anyway, really no words can describe how lazy i am la. Im really a pig today. i slept at 1.30am last nite and i woke up at 12 noon today! my 2 sisters woke up much earlier than me... and they left me in lala land. No one called me to wake up....Then i slacked around had lunch and watched some tv with mum.... worst.... i took a short nap after the show..!!! until about 4 then i got to serious work- my bgs proj report. then i went to play piano. very long never touch the piano.. i learned this jay chou song. was wondering how come my mei mei can play like rocket speed. so i practised hard.. repeat and repeat trying to get at least half of her standard..haha! i never even study for the tests as i assume that i finished studying earlier this week. pls.... this is the first time i m so confident that i have finished mugging for tests. i ve 2 tests, on mon and tues. so... tmr will be my mugging day. God pls bless me!=)