-Friday, March 19, 2010-9:17 PM Y
19 march. At 830am, i called ncc to arrange an 'emergency' appointment for my dad. squeezed out a slot for him at 1115. At first he didnt want to go..then after persuading, he went lor.
Doc said the cancer spread to the bones. omg so that 's why his rib cage pain then breathing pain also. gave him a big bottle of morphine to be taken daily every 4 hourly. he's better i guess. but things wont be looking good in the upcoming months i guess.
mum said her mum which means my grandma that i never met before passed away in may 83 due to lung cancer..went through a very painful process then coulnt make it. haiya but anyway ya..now i realised to be sick is a very slow and painful process..so health is really important.
Hope i can still focus and get back on track.. these 2 days our family in high state of vigilance, even got to call our uncle over..
i believe the more sufferings you have on earth, the better the life u will get in heaven in future. this is what mum says.
Next week and the following is finally coming. Everything will chop chop end on 13th apr. I have test+presentation+ shipping final exam next week follow by 2 presentations the following week and 3 papers then everything will end sweetly!!!:)
Counting down to 13th april 2010!
sigh back to equity proj~ cant believe we're the first group to present at 8.30am that day.