Finally back last night. But my heart aches when i see him suffer, getting weaker since he return after 3 weeks. It seems like my relatives know more than us.. it always hurts to knoe the truth..but i rather know it than not to know it..so as to be emotionally and mentaly prepared when the time comes. used to be very positive when handling this..perhaps bluffing myself..and now being practically..trying to face it with stride. Finally understood why ah ma cried the other time cos i experienced it today. Extremely teary..just at the thought of anything, including when im reading my econs notes. Need to change the way i see things, find back that steady me. Grades are not important anymore..i really don care already..why bother so much when i know i have even more important stuff to bother？

Dear heart, please bestronger and don ache when u see him ok.

I m steady:)

Lysias
SMU

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