-Thursday, December 3, 2009-5:40 PM Y
Finally. My parents will be back next mon, 7 dec. Today is mum's birthday. Sad that she s not with us now. Though previously we sent a card to them. Im busying tidying and cleaning the house, washing all the cloths we have now, and bed sheets etc cos when they come back their clothes sure resemble a mountain.
After 3 weeks of mostly outside food, i really think my digestive system going to die. This week we frequent to ah ma place for food. Haha my aunt thought we have no more money, so cant buy food. Actually the real reason is that i m really sick of outside food. oily and unhealthy. Home-cooked food is still the best. I miss vegetables cooked by mum. Hence im very determined to learn cooking before i marry off.hehe. Anyway im eating dinner at baby's house tonight. Home-cooked food again!!
Dad's coming back on the 7 dec.. after that, i m really going to spend alot of time with him. Hopefully he dosnt need to work.
While having lunch today with ahma alone, a sudden topic on dad set her crying. i was kinda shocked..cos never in my life i see her tears. She's afraid that dad will leave us. Perhaps im always running away from the fact that my dad will leave us one day.. i never imagine or thought about the day before. But whatever i always hope for the best cos i do believe there's miracles. This time God gave us a new way- for him to go Guangzhou where this Clifford Hospital is something like east meets west medicine. We all chose this over chemotherapy and i confidently feel this is a good way. The bad stuff around the liver had been successfully removed.
Anyway i strongly believe he still have a long way to go. I only want to hold him on my wedding day when i walk down the aisle in time to come.