-Thursday, October 16, 2008-3:31 AM Y
I seemed to be falling again.. into the pit of stress and anxiety. But trying hard to pull myself up.. and im confident i'll be able to do so cos this time round is so different. I have many people around to support me especially my beloved. These 3 days are the most depressing ones.. partly because of the 2 up-coming papers which i cant deny that i am yet confident cos of lack of consistent studying. Or rather this is expected since it s week 9, second part of the semester where projects and assignments start piling up. Everyone is going through the same thing.
I lost two very important things to me. One being so significant that i feel such a sinner..If it can be found, it will be my greatest relief from all this fix that i've gotten myself into. In life, everything is a choice, including to be happy or not to be. All is in the mind. How could i be so careless as to lose it. Human nature- only after u lose will u learn to cherish it. But certain things / people are irreplaceable.
I ve sorted out my thinking. Standing up on my feet again, i shall not fall and continue to stand strong, just as i had always be.=) God will make a way, when it seems to be no way.