-Friday, October 31, 2008-11:54 PM Y
It's the dreaded bidding season once again.. hmm what modules should i bid?? This sem i have 4.5 mods but next sem onwards all the way to year 4 have to do 5 per sem otherwise have to pay extra school fees to take summer courses. So far i only thought of finance, international econs, cat etc.. still thinking. Well the good news is for finance, i can get lydia to be my classmate. keke we r going to bid for the same class. Im officially a finance student! in this unstable financial world.
Exams coming, workload increasing.. my stress level is moderate. Perhaps because im no longer a 24h full time mugger? Just hope to get a decent gpa this sem. i really really need 3. Last sem my gpa went backwards.. hopefully it will go forward. Im so looking forward to 28 Nov. Last paper. haha after that 5 weeks of holidays.
Jiayou!!
Dearie Jiayou too! i know your work is tough too.=)
-Tuesday, October 28, 2008-12:16 AM Y
Had a very sweeet 3 day-weekend with dear. Recharged. Time to study hard tmr! Research paper topic finally finalised. Time to start work.=)
-Wednesday, October 22, 2008-12:07 AM Y
Im so motivated to start work now.. FA report... i must complete u by tonight. =)
-Sunday, October 19, 2008-11:18 PM Y
This week really sucks because of the 2 midterm papers yesterday. First paper was macroecons, 3-5pm and then followed by AE from 6-8pm. It was a very tiring day, but it ended well with meeting up with dear and we continued to be out again today, from mass in church all the way till late. Life is good.=) Got to really spend time with my dearest daddy just now.. had a short chat.. but just thought i m really blessed to have such wonderful parents.
-Thursday, October 16, 2008-3:31 AM Y
I seemed to be falling again.. into the pit of stress and anxiety. But trying hard to pull myself up.. and im confident i'll be able to do so cos this time round is so different. I have many people around to support me especially my beloved. These 3 days are the most depressing ones.. partly because of the 2 up-coming papers which i cant deny that i am yet confident cos of lack of consistent studying. Or rather this is expected since it s week 9, second part of the semester where projects and assignments start piling up. Everyone is going through the same thing.
I lost two very important things to me. One being so significant that i feel such a sinner..If it can be found, it will be my greatest relief from all this fix that i've gotten myself into. In life, everything is a choice, including to be happy or not to be. All is in the mind. How could i be so careless as to lose it. Human nature- only after u lose will u learn to cherish it. But certain things / people are irreplaceable.
I ve sorted out my thinking. Standing up on my feet again, i shall not fall and continue to stand strong, just as i had always be.=) God will make a way, when it seems to be no way.
--12:21 AM Y
Happy 2nd month Dearie! I love u. =)
-Monday, October 13, 2008-12:07 AM Y
"Term break" is over. School starts again and tmr will be my new module, the finishing touch 8.30am. I put the inverted commas because smu term break is never a term break.. anyway i do enjoy this one whole week of term break, cos i spent quite alot of time with dear. We met up on tues, thursday, as well as sat and sun.
Yesterday i had 2 big buffets. really ate alot alot... Morning was a wedding mass of a indonesian chinese couple, and this was followed by a sumptuous lunch reception. After which we went to national library n cathay for movie: 20th century boys. It was a nice japanese film with 3 episodes. Around 7.30pm had buffet dinner at Hotpot culture. Ate alot.. then at the end was chocolate fondue where i got crazy(cos my last fondue was 2 years ago in switz) and ate to my heart's content, enjoying every bit of chocolate. However after eating i had very bad stomach ache cos i ate too much. Had to take a cab with dear back home.
2 masses today cos anne who plays 11am mass cant make it. was wondering how come all the organists cant play today. Adrian couldnt play his 6pm mass too. Dear stayed with me for the 11am mass after which we had lunch together. went to his place and played the piano. dear impressed me with his playing. At last we hailed a cab and i went home while he went for his driving lesson.
-Friday, October 10, 2008-12:09 AM Y
To baby desmond dear, u r the man of my life.(:
-Sunday, October 5, 2008-3:49 PM Y
Back to work again. eww!! One week of term break starts tmr. But as usual, smu's term break is never a term break. It s just meant for us to mug for up-coming midterms and catch up on our work. 4 things i have to do within this week.. think of topic and plan research paper, analysing sembcorp's annual report for FA, mugging for macroecons and ae..
Yesterday had kbox session with dear and 3 of his colleagues. My first time at a kbox. at the age of 20. was damn impressed by my dear's beautiful voice. you sang fantanstically well. My dinner was at sentosa where we relaxed at the beach. It was quite long since i ever get to listen to the waves.
-Saturday, October 4, 2008-1:07 AM Y
FA midterm cleared! 4-6pm today. To me, accounting's really tough.. if journal make mistake, income statement and statement of owners' equity cant get. If these 2 cant get, then balance sheet cant balance. It's just a 2 hour paper yet i felt so tired exhausted staring at those 6 digit figures.. I really panicked when i couldnt balance my balance sheet at first. Only 15mins left.. i prayed hard. Stop panicking and tried again. start from scratch. I got it. 71 000. God's grace. secured 35 out of 50marks. However my mcq was quite bad because i had quite a few guesswork. And there will be minus of marks if the answer is wrong. Open-book is crap. dun even have time to flip the textbook!!
After the paper, i met up with dear to watch this movie, connected, at cathay. A very nice hk show.. (: relieved all my stress from the past 2 weeks. thanks dear=)
-Wednesday, October 1, 2008-1:09 AM Y
'STRESS' from school work aside, how i love my life now. DDD with dear by my side. im just so happy being with you. I may be very caught up with my work, but part of my motivation really comes from u. Had a very relaxing music night with u.
Happy too. because when i checked my email just now, received one from FA prof saying that friday's midterm paper is open-book. quite surprised. It may not be total useful, since accounting is all the balancing, income statement and stuff... but at least this gives me a sense of security. Anything im not sure.. can still refer back to the textbook. Good news always follow by bad news. I really dread 18 OCTOBER 08. Firstly it s a saturday, where i ve to sit at the ngee ann kongsi auditorium for midterm for macro econs 3-5pm, then just having a one hour dinner, 6-8pm applied econometric paper. And these r the 2 mods that i haven been following up and study.
And im so glad that i regain back a good health. Have been mugging too hard for eda paper last week that i was down with gastric problems. frequent headaches and insomnia. Constant reminder of MML.. everything should be fine.
Off to my balance sheet again.=) goodnite!